Welcome to my World

i know currently i only have one follower and i personally know this follower, but i write as if i were to write to the world. i do not want to offend, discourage, or down-grade anyone.  if i feel like am writing to the world i feel as if it means more.  maybe one day i will have more followers, even if i will continue writing as if the world is reading.

i am currently writing a story. it shall be an inside look at my life, more depth and detail than my first post.  i dont know when it will be done but i will let you know

ok so i am one of the world’s biggest glee fans.  i love it more and more each week, i dont know how i could love it any more than what i already do but i do.  i love the mash up of singing in the rain and umbrella, it was a good mix and made me smile.  i love both songs so i quite enjoyed such a song.  kurt’s relation with blaine needs to bloom into beautious relationship so kurt can be happy.  i have fallen head over heals for this show and i cant wait for next week with the two weddings.  the cast was a strong one, perfectly chosen although i would like to see vocal adrenaline more especially since the first episode of the season showed the girl going to their team but we dont ever see anything.  what will the writers/directors of glee throw at us next?

i know i havent posted in a while but here it is.  i went to dantes inferno put on by a local theatre group and it was amazing.  it vividly took one through hell no holding  back.  it was creepy and scary good, one of the best shows i have ever seen i was so glad that i went.  the only part that was a bit strange for me was the second circle of lustfulness, they actors were very lustful and it was awkward for me, a high school student, watching it than say the college students that were there.  overall it was one of the best experiences in my theatre life so far and i wouldnt change it. 

i like to write but i havent been putting a lot of effort into it since ninth grade.  it makes me sad, i also havent been able to read as much as i would like :(  ib is killing me at times but it is worth it in the end.  maybe i will post some of my original works on here, we’ll see

tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE INANIMATE OBJECT?

my favorite inanimate object would have to be my phone or a book. my phone bc it keeps me connected with my friends. and a book bc i love to read, i wish i could read more of what i want to read with my schedule

i am new at this so i will just start off with some basics about me.

i am a junior in high school that has a very confusing and frustrating life. i am an ib student which contributes a lot of the confusion and frustration, but it is fun. i just started theatre this year, which has been the most amazing class i have ever taken and i have met so many people.  i know where i want to go in my life but anything i ever want to happen never does so i am currently on a never ending path to nowhere.  i love who i am on the inside but i am very shy so i have a hard time expressing myself to the world.  one of my goals is to just burst out of my shell and be the real me.  i never capitalize i anymore when its not school work not b/c im lazy but because “what makes i more important than you” (you is not capitalized but i is) this came up in a WEX discussion, a good class but very difficult.

i view the world in a funny way and take each thing as it is and try not to judge or just accept, but to understand the obj. or person.  this is a new process but i have found that if you dont judge life is quite a bit different.  i love to people watch, i mean who doesn’t.  i just sit there observing their take on life and i find it joyous. i am currently not religious and i have many thoughts on religion as a whole and about each individual religion itself.  my political views tend to be more towards the democratic side but im an independent so far. most people dont pay attetion to me b/c i am quiet and shy but if people really got to know me they would change the way they thought about me b/c i am a completely different person on the inside.  no one really knows the real me but me which is sometimes sad for me b/c i conform a lot to society which not always bad.  there is a lot about my past that plays a major role in my life today that i conceal so no one can hurt me. ive had it rough and so have a lot of others in my life and in the world.  i give the best advise i can and i am always there for anyone even if they dont know it. 

well thats all i can think of for now, but there will be more later; i might even do some vlogging, i dont know i will let the world take me where it wants.